You are a violin. You are very held back and quiet. You do what you want and that usually means something quiet like reading or writing. You are calm and perhaps considered dark to some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides your close friend or family.
Your dark side is centered around Hopeless Faith. A shattered broken heart holding its last breath, searching for its salvation in a cold world. All you want is a sweet loving heart, touchs your hand and holds you in their arms, prmoising you they will love you forever, so you can feel that the whole world is revolved around the both of you only, no more sorrow or regret, just love. You will find what you want when you believe in yourself and when you start making your life with your own hands.
I realised something weird today.. As usual, I was late for lecture..but I realised that i went to the left side of the lecture theatre.. Yes, before anyone thinks i'm a twit for noticing something mundane like that.. well I'd like to point out that the left side of the lecture theatre was the furthest away from the entrance.. as such, I had to endure a longer 'walk of shame'- embarassingly disapproving stares from people who were supposed to be 'paying attention' to the lecturer.. some even taking the trouble to shake their heads.. the ultimate demonstration of disapproval for latecomers! The noisy cling-clang of the lecture theatre doors didnt help my cause. Anyway.. back to the topic at hand.. while i quickly tried to find my the nearest seat on the LEFT SIDE of the lecture theatre.. I realised that there were so many seats on the right.. just in front of the entrance.. then i thought to myself.. "what a goondoo i am!" Then I started thinking.. and realised.. I've been sitting on the left side since secondary school which is about 14 years already... kind of weird actually.. and i've been trying to rationalize my findings.. maybe it's because im right handed..left brained.. so i have an affinity for..the left side? i dunno.. i hope someone enlightens me if they read this.. some psychological reasoning? does it mean I have leftist inclinations? am i a leftist, marxist fascist? i dunno.. Anyway.. digressing a bit, i was walking home tonight when i felt something knock against my ankle.. something big.. i thought it was a cat.. until i saw a wire-like tail disappear into the drains.. refer to my previous post.
There is a problem in my neighbourhood.. Something to do with cats and rats.. I love animals like the next person.. well.. maybe, i do have reservations against disease carrying pests.. but i generally feel we share a common biosphere and we should treat and be treated with equal respect.. But this problem seems to be escalating.. and few seem to realize the gravity of their actions.. See, there are a lot of cats in my neighbourhood.. grey, brown, striped.. you name it.. and they're all really happy to hang around the neighbourhood because.. well..there is plentiful supply of food here.. My neighbourhood supplies these cats with fish, milk, even buying generic cat food just to feed these stray cats( that's my mom for you).. Well, that's all fine and dandy.. until mickey mouse and friends came and took over the neighbourhood. See.. the cats are so happy being fed and all.. that they become.. well..kinda fat and lazy.. all they do is just lounge around ..wait for food and multiply. Meanwhile the rats too.. are getting fat..and multiplying.. and i can always see one or two scurrying around in the middle of the night.. and even in broad daylight sometimes! The most rats I saw were five in a small area.. Seems like they're forming support groups. Anyway, this is a good example of what happens when animal lovers upset the ecological balance.. And hunting rats is good for the cats as well.. good exercise.. keeps their mind and predatory instincts sharp.. teaches them to be independent too.. Plus.. it keeps the rat population low. Anyway, if this situation persists..like I think it will.. im pretty sure that one day, these cat lovers will be doing their thing and feeding the cats.. till they discover that they're actually RATS!.. no kidding.. i saw one pretty big rat the other day.. definitely as big as a cat.. Diseases..bubonic plague.. who knows.. maybe i'm just overreacting.
