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Showdown at the orchard ( an anime-styled retelling of the week passed)
08.18.04 (7:53 am)   [edit]

Flower petals from a nearby pong-pong tree fall down..freely through the air before slowing down..trickling down the bodies of two ancient foes..before kissing their boots.A white dove watches from the safety of the pong pong tree. They stare at each other..both unwilling to back down.. They were once friends but an internal rift of seemingly insurmountable proportions have driven them to opposite ends of the battleground. On one end was the famed Blue Black Grass Snake.. His battered and bruised soul giving rise to an ineffective camouflage.. He always seems out of place in his environment.. and he's still looking for fields of blue black grass to call home..  On the other end.. the pink white dragon amigo, whose amazing ability to change colours at will to suit her environment.. and unbelievable talent and poise endear her to everyone whose path crosses hers.. A charmer of all creatures big and small..including of course..snakes.. Which was how they became friends in the first place.. But now they stare at each other..forgiveness furthest from their minds.. Pink white dragon amigo fires the first salvo.. spinning 360 degrees in her position.. she leaps high above and flings her arms forward to release her "Waves of insult" . He was caught by surprise.. and hit bad.. real bad.. writhing in pain he lets out a cry.. not a cry of pain ..a WAR CRY.. As she continues her assault on the wounded snake.. he sticks out his leg... causing her to trip and fall.. The famed "Guilt Trip" .Mountains of guilt in the form of giant annals of her past engulf her and she seems defeated..finally..  But she refuses to give up.. Summoning all her inner strength.. she pushes aside the guilt with such force that it resulted in a thunderous explosion.. And the rain fell as though there was a leak in the heavens.. It was already too late..startled by the sudden rain..the white dove watching them flies away.. as the foes.. who were once friends.. stand head to head..


To be continued the end of this week

 
my inner fairy
08.16.04 (7:33 am)   [edit]
HASH(0x8ae4fe0)
A dreamer. You are the Faerie of the Moonlight. A
calm spirit who feels alone. You sometimes find
yourself crying, but can not figure out the
reason. You have a fear of being used. People
have hurt you, and you do not know if you can
trust them. You lose yourself in writing or
reading, a very creative faerie. People want to
be your friend, but you don't know if you want
to be theirs. Sometimes you classify yourself
as an outcast, but you try to be content with
your tears. At least you'll always have your
fantasies..


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Time to die?
08.07.04 (9:44 am)   [edit]
I was watching this programme earlier.. and it was a bit depressing.. it was a reality show.. like a real info/documentary type show.. and it was focusing on senior citizens who have been more or less been left to fend for themselves.. one particularly striking case was that of this old woman who is living with her son in a single-room studio apartment. It was sad seeing her like that.. her bed was also her toilet.. and her son has to help her do many things.. washing her soiled underwear.. making her meals.. helping her change.. it's a good thing she could still bathe herself.. Anyway, being a mother.. and to be seen in such a state by her own son(who is around 50 years old himself).. you have to believe that the dignity she once owned as a woman..someone's wife..someone's mother.. would also have been flushed down the toilet. But the love that this son has for his mom has surpasses questions of hygiene.. surpasses questions over dignity.. Which is more than i could say for the woman's other 3 sons. You see..this lady has..or maybe i should say HAD 4 sons when she was younger.. these 3 sons got married and led their own lives. At one point, the interviewer asked why she didnt stay with her other 3 sons and their wives.. At first..she said..their houses were 2 small and they didnt have enough space to accommodate her.. and she said she had a fully grown grandson who is 20 years of age.. then suddenly.. overwhelmed by a wave of emotion..she finally broke..her brave front finally faltered and she said that she had wanted to live with her 3 sons..but they wouldn't take her in.. Perhaps she was trying to protect their dignity.. Perhaps she was trying to protect what's left of her own dignity that her own children wouldn't take her in..who knows.. and she is certainly not alone.Many senior citizens have been abandoned by their children so that their own lives could be led with a comfortable amount of privacy. Hmm..privacy over the woman who endured 9 months of labour.. It'd be an easy choice for me..but i guess every family has their own internal conflicts.. I guess this is why God created the miraculous genius that is Death.. When our minds turn senile.. our bodily functions go awry... well..you know our time is up to end the circle of life..because that's the way it was meant to be. Some people earlier than others, but in the end, the timing is always perfect.
 
Avoiding the paranoid android in the void
08.06.04 (9:10 am)   [edit]
Is the world really meant to be this way? well.. i guess so.. otherwise..how else would it be? For years, I've been contemplating things ranging from gymnastics to academics to crazy antics and things not worth mentioning..like why superman wears his undies on the outside or why the town council refuses to repair the street lights so i can jog at night without discovering squished rats on the soles of my jogging shoes when i return home..But that's just it.. while we're going on.. pontificating on seemingly important issues like if we should have another art museum in the country.. or if michael jackson is really wacko..or if our girlfriends or boyfriends or wives or husbands are cheating on us.. people are starving to death in places we never imagined existed.. murdered..raped.. all the sins which have been so vilified by God but glorified by the media.. I wish i could help somehow.. and i wouldnt mind donning red underwear outside my pants if i could help somehow.. but i cant... or is it i wont? I try to do my bit my contributing a bit to different charities but knowing the voraciousness of commercial appetite.. how much of that money will actually reach the people that need the money? and how much is going to be filtered into 'administration'.. Maybe i'm just paranoid.. I really hope I am. God help us all.. because it doesnt seem like we're helping each other.